I always feared rejection & abandonment. I also felt everyone was breaking my trust. I felt mistreated by others. I always felt I was not good enough. These feelings all came from my childhood. I was insecure because I did not receive enough security.
I always had this fear of failure. It was there in everything I did & it stopped me from moving ahead in life. There was also a lot of pessimism & negativity. I would find faults in others.
I used to also seek the approval of others and sacrifice for others. I wasn't confident inside. Sacrifice for others was more out of fear & guilt than anything else. Seeking approval came from the feeling of not being good enough.
Hiding my emotions was something that stopped me from moving forward. I also had a lot of dependence on others. I was unable to stand on my own. All of this came from childhood.
What about you?
Where are you stuck?
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